Monday, July 27, 2015

Week 30 Day 2

Medi object - choiceless awareness
Intention - to remain alert

Afternoon all! Just had time to post but did meditation of sorts on tube. Today I seem very tired, the added dis-amusement of having to get to work after being away for over a week seems to weigh heavily - am I in the wrong job? Anyhoo only a week to go before part time working (for a while anyway).

Today's meditation was about noting, and today my biggest focus was the wide man sitting next to me, eating his sandwiches and drinking his coffee. Felt very unduly squashed even with my eyes closed. With that in the foreground, I could feel my breathing and my hands on my knees and the light on my eyelids and the tube machinery, except this tube had a different whine. After being squashed by said man, I struggled to eject myself onto the platform to my connecting traing which was coming into the platform. This train was much quieter and but I felt more dozy. Phew I struggled not to drift off. In the end, I could hardly open my eyes to get off at my station.

The office is very quiet, everyone is taking advantage of the cat being away to have "the boiler man" visit the house.

Anyhoo, yawning through the day, work is turning out to be not as bad as anticipated, although it is of course only midday!

Ok, off to forage for food - welcome to a new week...and the Minions movie is on at the end of it! Yeee haaa!

30/2

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