Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Week 22 Day 6

Medi object choiceless
Intention to remain alert and observe thoughts

Evening all, no time to post after 30 min practice today so posting now. I watched Core vids so allowed thoughts and physical irritation in. 

Hayfever caught me out so I sneezed a few times. After 15 mins my practice became effortless for about 10 mins. I saw swirls in front of my eyes. The soothing mesmerising noise of waves were in background, I heard movement in the rooms around me. There was something flapping in the wind outside which made a regular noise but couldn't work out what it was.

My breathing was not smooth and a bit stuffed.
I had thoughts which came with unpleasant vedana and I observed them and accepted the irritation. Thoughts of irritation as we are in a group of 60. The people sitting next to me last night very very unsociable and kept to themselves despite my excursions into enquiring friendly small talk.

Nice meal tonight, slightly marred by my friend try to work out exact split at the end. In the end we waited for her to finish and then I told the other half of the table what to pay....she didn't notice thank goodness because of slight squiffiness on her part. 

Must bid you adieu to get ugly sleep as need to get up early again tomorrow. 

22/6

No comments: